In the beginning, for me the only gender capable to have created life was the female gender, not the male. Well, my creator was Vivian W. Butcher, and her rock was Susie Austin Jones was from the Austin /Jones of Appomattox Va. my grandmother and she was the one that is responsible for my Catholic School education, which has made it possible for me to be able to write this article, today. The foundation of my Religious beliefs, I give credited to the teachings of the Nuns of Visitation Elementary School. I prayed on my knees 8 yrs. every day in school, so I know "This **** is Real."
Heaven, Hell, Purgatory these places for me today are Real, they are a State of Mind. I am in Purgatory right now, I have been to Hell's Gate and I have been given a Second Chance. I have done some good, but I have done a lot of bad, and I"m Sorry, Oh,Please Forgive Me, If I ever have done any thing to hurt you or disrespect you, please forgive me, because what I faced at "The Hell's Gate was My SINS".
Family its time to repent, those who are listening, hug and kiss your sisters and brothers, tell them that you love them, loneliness with only your sins is Hell.
Recently at home, I had a seizures that lasted almost a whole day, when I returned to consciousness, I was disorientated, everything looked very familiar, but also looked as if I was see things for the very first time. Everything was that way for that day. My memory is still there, it is just that it has to be reminded. If I am asked about someone close to family, sometimes, I will have to be shown a picture to remember them. What you don't forget are your sins, because if you do, they will be shown to you at "The Gate".
The pain is not physical, the Soul and the Spirit are not physical, I have brothers and sisters, to see them get a beating for doing something wrong, I wonder what Jesus did wrong to be punished like He was punished. The Spirit is what keeps us alive, The Soul is how we use that Life. I have done some good, but the bad is what I am facing and it an't pretty. With this second chance, I am apologizing to everyone for anything I have done to offend them and to tell them how much I loved them.
For the time that I have left, I will do my best to avoid all Evils and all Temptations.
Amen,
Ivan Butcher II
Posted By: Ivan Butcher II
Sunday, December 6th 2020 at 7:50PM
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