This Is A Continuation To A Posting I Posted Some Time Ago.
Hovering Bitterness In My Heart And Mind.
You See My Mother And Father Had Good Jobs,
At The Time, They Are Retired Now.
My Mother She Helped Me Out As Much As She Could.
However, My Father On The Other Hand, Did Help Me Out.
But In My Mind Doing That Time With Him Being Financial Able,
I Thought He Should Had Been Helping Me Out A Little More.
Before I Go On, Let Me Clarify This, I Want You All To No,
My Father Is A Very Good Man.
And When It Come Down To Providing For Us,
He Has Most Definitely Done That Well.
He Is Also Good About Helping Others,
Even People He Do Not Know. If They Go To Him In Sincerity,
He Will Do What He Can For Them. Now That I Have Clarified That Let Me Move
On Back To What I Was Saying.
As I Was Saying, That In It Self, Cause Me To
Be Somewhat Bitter With My Father.
You All See, I Was Looking At Him As Being Financial Able.
And Not Considering That What Was His, Was His And My
Household Was Not His Responsibility.
After Hearing Those Preachers And That Small Still Voice My Tears
Had Almost Dried Up And My Spirit Had Quieted Down.
In Addition, What Began To Happen, As I Continue To Lay There
My Tears Had Almost Dried Up And This Peaceful Feeling
Come Over My Spirit.
Moreover, In That Very Moment The Lord Began Dealing With
My Heart In Mind.
Need I Remind You All That I Was A Born Again Christian At The Time.
As I Was Saying As I Continue To Lay There With Tears Still In My Eyes.
I Lay There Looking Up At The Ceiling And As I Lay There
I Heard The Small Still Voice Once Again, It Said To Me.
You Get A Roof Over Your Head Do Not You.
Therefore, Why Are You Worried?
At That Point, As I Lay There Listening To That Small Still Voice,
My Tears Had Stop Flowing Completely, In My Spirit Had Quieted
All The Way, Down.
After That Took Place I Found Myself Getting Up Out Of My Bed
Moreover, I Can Remember It As Clear As Day.
I Get Up And Went Into My Kitchen And I Found Myself Opening The Refrigerator
And When I Had Open It, I Heard The Small Still Voice Speaking Once Again.
This Time It Said To Me, You Got Food And Lights Do Not You.
So Therefore, Why Are You Worried?
At That Point I Feel That The Small Still Voice Were Walking Me Through
My House And It Was Literally Showing Me That God Was With Me, And That
I Had All I Needed And I Did Not Have To Worry.
I Am Here To Tell You All That Night Was A Attitude
Awaken Moment In My Life.
After That Night Believe Me You, My Whole Attitude Had Changed In,
The Way I React When Someone Tell Me They Are Not Able To Help,
Me Out When I Am In Need Of A Helping Hand Doing A Crisis.
And I Am Here To Tell You All, Once I Tapped Into That Awaken Moment,
The Situations In My Life Began To Turn Around For The Good.
The First Thing I Did When I Taped Into That Awaken Moment.
I Stop Looking At What My Father Or Anybody Else Could Have Done
To Help Me Out At The Time And Start Looking At What God Could Do.
"There Is A Fourth Part To This Posting And I Will Be Posting It Later"
I Hope You All Be Blessed Through This Posting.
Posted By: Judith A. Birt
Friday, April 17th 2009 at 6:01PM
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