IS MEDICATION NECESSARY FOR BIPOLAR OR IS GOD ALONE ENOUGH?
I believe that through God, I can do anything. However, I went through a period of Christian naivity believing that I did not need medications. My belief was rooted in my denial that I had an uncurable brain disorder and then, whatever could be wrong with me, God would fix it.
Well, I spent time frequently in and out of the hospital when I limited my faith to that poor thinking. I had to learn through trial and tribulations that God was medicine in a way. What happened was that I grew closer to God spiritually and in that growth period, I discovered that God created doctors for a purpose, too. This ocurred to me years ago when I read "Gifted Hands" by Dr. Ben Carson.
My spiritual understanding went from "I don't need medicines" to "I need the people God annointed to help people with brain disorders like me." Now, there is no cure for a brain disorder, only treatment. So, I had to first accept that doctors were anointed to do their work just like religous leaders were anointed to bring God's Kingdom forth.
After I accepted that doctors were anointed by God, I could then believe that being treated by doctors included taking medications and receiving therapies. I developed trust in God to keep me in the anointment of doctors' care. I then began to understand that I needed to trust the people God sent to help me. I began sticking to my prescribed medications and therapies. Because of my obedience to trust God and allow His annointed ones to treat my brain disorder, I began to stabilize for longer periods of time. Taking my medications was the key element in that stabilization process. Once I realized how much better I felt with my medications and enjoyed freedom from the hell that was all the symptoms I allowed myself to suffer with, I desired mental wellness forever!
The blessing for my obedience was receiving full understanding of what God's purpose for my life was. It was not to live as a zombie in a mental institution or spend my life under blankets or constantly explore ways to end my life. It was to be fruitful!
As an individual with a brain disorder known as Bipolar, my purpose is to share my story so that others will come out of darkness living a life of denial about a brain disorder, shame and embarassment for having a brain disorder, refusal to find peace and happiness by following a doctor's order, and raise awareness that through Christ, all things are indeed possible.
So, faith in God alone can and should lead you to mental healthcare and improve your quality of life. Are you trusting God enough to seek mental healthcare treatment for yourself or aide a loved one to do so?
Visit the American Association of Pastoral Counselors for more personal guidance towards mental wellness at: www.aapc.org
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Agnes B. Levine
Author of: "Cooling Well Water: A Collection of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman" ISBN 0975461206 Winter 2009 Release Pending
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Agnes I am bipolar or manic depressive and I have found that some people do need to take the meds to balance out the chemical imbalance in their bodies. I have yet to have to take medication. I have learned when I am going through an episode and how to maintain an amount of normalcy in my life. As a matter of fact at six out of nine of my children are all suffering from what my mother has passed on to me. So if you do have children you might want to share this with them, that it can be passed on through the genes. I just thank GOD that I haven't had to take medication, and I am praying that my children don't have to either. But do what you need to do, because yes GOD brought doctors into being for these very reasons. Peace and blessings to you!