Here are some of the reasons, I chant(pray)that iIgo to H-E-LL...

STAY STRONG!!!

understand your frustration... but you don't want to go there... God doesn't change even tho' we behave stupidly....

r.e. This is the whole point of thid post...I CHANGED...and because this is the only life that I will live in THIS LIFE, I am happy, secure and the only thing that fustrates me is other people believing taht I am fustrated for living my life, my way.

r.e. if possiable please try to understand that their is not one goal in life that i have wanted or needed to achieve that I have not acheived it.This is from owning myown land and every thing that I need to be happy and secure as well as my children, my friends and my nuclear family,extended family ar in need for nothing...can you say the same(smile)

The way I was able to do the was to get on my knees and pray and then get up and do it...but I do respect your right to try and live my life, but this job is taken...

..sorry r.e. as I maent to say in THIS LIFE TIME. In grade school in a sceince class we learned the we are made up of matter...matter can not be created or distroyed, it can only be changed to another form.

This had a lot to do with me later in life believing that if nothing else is a fact, when I did this body will change at least chemically...but at any rae because I never violate the 10 commandments I feel I am rully cover especially with treating others as I want to be treated

CAN YOU SAY THE SAME...your comment to me says that you can not do this, you do not even believed that God made us all in his image now do you because he said, "this is good'(smile)

Mike, I do love and respect your attitude as more PROOF that Black is not only beautiful, but unlimited Powers in those like SIEBRA ( Black Muslim) and me( a N.D. Buddhist and you, Mozell and Clark (representing Christianity)who refuse to not believe that God made us in his/her image...

or the perfect defense to save mankind from self distruction IN THE NAME OF OUR CREATOR.(smile)

tHAKS FOR REMINDING ME OF THIS BLOG OF MINE, because right now I need something like this...I WILL EXPLAIN THIS IN MY NEXT BLOG under the name of "Just Thinking"...a little phrase/ blog name "I" have stolen from one of my site sons, Mozell Flemming.(smile)

THIS IS ENLIGHTENMENT