WHY HARRY AND JAMAL ARE SO RIGHT...for the reasons I have already stated in my email to

Irma it sounds like you've let the master of psychology get to you. You can't imagine the changes I have been going thru lately. I have lived most of my life in either the state of Michigan or Illinois, but now that I have made plans to move to a new state, it seems as if forces are at work trying to mess up my plans. My son who was going to help me get my stuff moved, has been arrest on what he claims are some bogus charges. Now I'm gonna look heartless if I continue my move. My plans are already set, and I have got to go. I tried to tell him when he was growing up that he should be careful of the people he hangs with because he was only setting himself up for prison. He is almost thirty years old now, He has to learn how to survive, I'm sure that if he has to go to prison that he will come out with spiritual revelations.

Thank you for your comforting words. When you do all that your able to do you have to stand still and see the salvation of God shine thru. As a child I always looked up to heavens on cloudly days and asked where is the Sun of God? In my own mind I always recieved an answer because the Sun would peek out through the clouds momentarily as if to say "here I am".

For any reading this that is not on my friend list this taht is related to how right Harry is for saying how we Black Americans as decendants of slvers needs a Black prophet and how he is the first one...Now Harry says he is Black and he wants us to have a part of the country to call our own...Jamal says the same but he wants it to be in Africa...

because so manyof us know about our history from hearing about Dr. M.L. King...they have been allowed under Jim Crow to knowonly what they want you to know...ask your self things like this...how did Dr. King become who and what he is beyond you know he led a lot of totally PEACEFUL MOVEMENT...do you know why he led them, what do you really and trully know about thisman that you would not even have know this if he had not been allowed on your tv...

How many know that this was actually having to do with the brutal killing of Emmit till than it had to do with in a way B vBOE??????? This is true but since you did learn it on tv, then you know notheing about it now do you...

My favorite comes when I hear things like my brother Richard said today about the T airmen were not trying to do any thing but fly not raise a rucus...It is not Richards fault but, if a Black man had gone to an air force recruter and say ,"I" want to fly a plane he would have been hung or beat up so bad he would never have tried this agaain...here at this time we could not even vote without fear of being hung for tryin in the south and you are going to be dumb enough or brain dead enough to know thatan' gona happpen...BUT THIS IS BLACK HISTORY LOOK HOW WE HAVE CUT AND PASTE SO WE CAN CELEBRATE...

noW LETS GO TO SEE WHAT THE cONSTITUTION SAYS ABOUT THAT. and then you figure out if it was the Constution or Jim Crow that caused this...

July 9, 1868
Radification of Fifteen Amendment(proposed ferruary 26, 1869), establishing e

No Helen, "I" live my life by the rules of Mother Nature and I raised my children as my mother raised me...don't ever do any thing that you can not respect your self for later...it is a mistake ionly if you do nto repeat it again after learning your lesson from the mistake...she also instealed in me, that I was responsible for my own action...back then I realted this more to not going to hell than I did in only "I" was in full control of my own life / my self worth/self esteeme !!!!!! And, even more important back then in those days when loving one's self was to be selfish...

NOW IF YOU CAN ACCEPT TRUTH WITHOUT ANY LABELS THAT ARE ACCEPTED OR NOT ACCEPTED BY THE PUBLIC COURT OF OPINIONS, THEN THE ONLY DIFFERENCES IN YOU AND i ARE I HAVE NO EXCUSE(S) FOR MY WANTING TO OR TRYING TO LIVE ANY OF MY CHILDREN'S LIVES...I SAW MY DUTY AS ONLY TO SUPPORT AND GUIDE THEM BY "MY" RULES WAS WHEN I WAS THEIR SOLE SUPPORT FOR THEM HAVING A PERMANANT PLACE TO STAY WHILE IN SCHOOL AND COLLEGE BECAUSE THEIR JOBS THEY HAD HELD SINCE THE AGE OF 16 WAS NOT ENOUGH TO COVER THEIR WANTS/NEEDS LIKE CLOTHER FOOD AND SHELTER...YOU SEe THIS IS ALL MOTHER NATURE REQUIRES FOR SURVIVER THE OTHERS IS MANY MAN SOCIAL STATUS THINGS...

AND FROM MY OUT LOOK IF YOU SON COMES OUT OF PRISON ALIVE WILL DEPENT NOT ON RELIGION (alone) BECAUSE RELIGION IS TAUgHT IN AND OUT OF PRISON...BUT PRISONS ARE A PLACE TO SURVIVE BY CUNNING OR GIVING IN OR BEING ABLE TO PROTECT OR GIVE UP YOU SELF ESTEeME RATHER THAN DYING FOR YOUr personal CAUSE...YOU KNOW LIKE THAT, ALL WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN BUT NO ONE WANTS TO DIE???!?!

i WOULD DO EVER yTHING TO KEEP MY CHILD OUT OF PRISON THAT IS ONLY IF AND IF "i" HAVE NO DOUBT ABOUT THEM BEING INNOCENT...YOU SEe THIS ALSO TO ME HAS MORE TO DO WITH PRAYING THEN GETTING UP OFF MY KNEES AND ANSWERING MY OWN PRAYERS...YOU SEE MY PRAYERS ARE ABOUT MY NOT MAKING BARGINS IN MY PRAYERS AND CERTIANLY NOT BLAMING ANYONE, PERSON OR THiNG ON OR FOR MY UNLIMITED POWERS...NOW DON'T GET ME STARTED ON MY black powers.(smile)

OH, Helen, I have lived all over the US and out side of it..but there is one thing I know where ever I am I have my self right there...and if I don't like any thing , then Helen, I change it...again only "I" know what makes me happy or unhappy without an public inputs....I fully understand where you are coming from Hleen, been there done that, but every cloud has a silver lining...ever thing happens for a reason,,, we as they say must turn lemons into lemon aid...OK and I send you and your son the best, and Helen if you like please send me an email...from a legal stand point I may be able to help/ help you find some one to go to for legal help(smile)

Yes, and this is what keeps us all going: faith and hope as our children and grand children keeping us on our toes..never any retirement from them as if we want any(smile)

Have you ever heard that joke about, knowing what your mom meant when she would get at her wits ends with yo, u and put that "You just wait until you have children" curse on you (smile)

...and, Helen when I go without seeing that Sun of God's up there for more than two or three days, I have no energy or git up and go in me at all.(smile)