I WANT TO DIE! [Inspired in prevention of a suicide] ....... P O E T R Y

I DON’T WANT TO LIVE…
{Inspired to prevent a suicide}

I don’t want to live in a world
Where I am hated.

Where others call me names of
things I never was or has ever been.

I don’t want to live…
Because I cannot fit into the
In crowd and they cast at me stones.

I don’t want to live…where it hurts
to fall in love and laugh and be ridiculed
because I wanted to see another's smile

I don’t want to live…
Where flowers blooms, and the
stars and planets are circling around
In it’s beautiful array.

I want to die!

I look at the death of people ---death of people daily!
Mystery to me --but I’ll take it on bravely.

I
Don’t
Want
To
Live.

There, I’ve said it!

I face the sun on a new day
Grasses grow in seasons and fades away
Birds sings no matter how hungry they are.
I don’t want any part of this kind of life.
I don’t want to live, but face the dart to die.
I want to die in the clouds with my head up high!

Where I’m released from the crowds
Where I'll laugh at leaving it all behind
Where flowers are on my grave in a forever tide
Where the dead are forgotten like me...
When birds sing I can no longer hear their song’s tree
The hunger of my pain will be no more.

What? A slap on my face caused my awake?
Telling me I am part of a life cycle and fate.
To live and finish up my life’s openings
Open your eyes see a new day break.

Arise…
I said…
I don’t want to live!…
When I have to take my own life away
I have breath to breathe and defend..
I’ll find death door
It will not be because I don’t want live ....
anymore.
It will be my time to die then
It will be an even score.
--MIISRAEL

This poem is based on an actual of sucidial thoughts of someone I helped along my life's journey. Perhaps...it may help someone again.