THIS IS AN OPEN LETTER TO THE FRIENDS THAT "I" HAVE MET OVER THE YEARS SINCE "I" PUT MY LIFE IN THE HANDS OF

BIG, BIG HUGS IRMA GIRL!... in prayers I will pray for you! You're always very special to me! BUBBLES....oOOOOOO..

Well she didn't say she was leaving for good. I'm pretty much in the same position, excluding my many friends of course. But there has come a domination of certain values, and I agree with Irma it's just not the same. It seems to me others are loosing interest as well. Oh well, we we're warned. The marines have landed, take no hostages. Seek, Disrupt, DESTROY.

oh noo.... what?? what is this aobut?

Irma.... I have been trying to call you.....

you are the Light that gives any American Faith.

I, for one, want you to make me that buttermilk pie so I can enjoy realAmerican Love.

Irma,
I miss you already. Please know that I wish the best for you. Sometimes we have to put ourselves first. You are constantly in my prayers and I love you very much. What ever you and Budda do, don't for get me. I have learned a lot from you.

Your sister/friend,

Mom, I am sorry to hear you are going through this...much love to you...get well soon

Here's your poem Mom..and you can stop by page to get your FOF fix at anytime...(LOL)

FREEDOM OR FREE
By Sister Siebra Muhammad

Freedom or free are ideas to consider
Both has its might and splendor
One you have and one you are
Yet the one you are is the greatest by far

Freedom or free which do I prefer to have or be
To have freedom is an illusion it can be taken away is the conclusion
No matter how small or large there is a potential to be trapped
For under freedom it has limitations as a dome is something capped

Look around there is no end to space
To be free is equal to the line above in this case
I am free are the words written all over my face
How say ye on having freedom or being free
The choice is clear you only have to look to see

To be is to have is divine
Except to have can turn to have not in no matter of time
Do not be mistaken when you have it can very well be taken
Many slaves that received freedom felt they were forsaken

Some tried to go back to their taskmaster
Knowing that hell did not stop their feet from running faster
Why you may sigh on ~ yet what did they have to rely on?
Familiarity brought about complacency that led to contempt
Imagining how having freedom could be followed by thoughts of resentment

You might be thinking that was way back when
There is no difference between today and then
Oh but on the contrary not necessarily
Today if you choose to have freedom instead of being free
Rest assure you will not doubt repeat the former slaves history

Presently there is a cost to be free it is a high price to pay
Paid by plenty of sacrifices most opt to turn away
Could this reaction be due to the large expenditure?
Making it easier to go against ones nature

Before I conclude do not let me elude
To reiterate the power in being free
Is to be and that is everlasting indeed
And to be is forever multiplied by infinity

Freedom or free one you have and one you be
This decision excludes the Almighty
The decision is at hand for all of humanity
Would you rather have or would you rather be?

A hint to you from me the power lies in being free!

"I"forgot about Gaddy our Black history recorder of our site.

He does our daily history lessons and they are alwars accurace insoiring.

Thanks so much for doing this for us each day.

Thank you so very much MIISRAEL..."I" am not so arrogant as to believet hat I can change any one's behaviors that are determined to prove that my race is not civilized and there is no reason to even waste one's time, prayers or hopes that we can be civilized after countless hundreds of wasted years trying to accomplish this...

but "I" can change my own behaviors that contribute to these beliefs and adding problems to my own physical condition... OOOOOOOOOO"YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO". (smile)

NO, "I" am going to be any place my son Mozell is...I am a very private person and "I" just wanted to tak a lot of knowing about me and my condition off of Mozell...because "I" had charged him with sharing all of this with all of you if I disappeared altogather...for good...I do leave now and tahen but it is only if I am haveing a bad, bad reacation to a new medication my cancer specialist ahs change me to...

you see in real life I have only had daughters and Mozell is the son "i" nevr had i real life...

someone like Mozell knows his life has been well spent and each and ever obsticle he has faced has only served t omake him more better able to over come the next one....

thanks you BIA for allowing me and Mozell to have met and my grandchildren have put him on the pedestal also...I got a call from my oldest granddaughter a few days ago which had a lot to do with my decision to share this with all of you...AFTER ME THERE IS A BRAND NEW GENERATION OF FIGHTERS FOR RESPECT FROM AND BY US IN OUR RACE...(SMILE)

THNAK YOU ALL BECAUSE "I" AM A MUCH BETTER PRESON FOR THIS...(S-M-I-L-E)

Doc. if I am on the computer you can not get me...Tue and Wed. are not good times to get me. (smile)

So sorry you missed me or the other way around. lol lov ya. but, please don't worry "I" am fine, promise.(smile)

Saint has said I am on fire today (sending Clark to jail). lol (smile)

Lov, your posting your Freedom or Free will help a lot. lol (smile)

You know how every once and a while your mom needs a FOF fix. "yoooooo" lol...

Thank you so much sister Thomasena...my Black pride and powers always come first in my daily life.(smile)

Thank you from the very bottom of my heart Siebra. (smile)