CHANGING POISON INTO MEDICINE...3-15-12, AT 2:30 PM, I WILL ENTER DR. HARPER'S OFFICE AND LEAVE WITH ONE OF

Praying...praying..praying.
Amen.

Allah is the Greatest!

Praise and glory be to You, O Allah.
Blessed be Your Name, exalted be Your Majesty and Glory.
There is no god but You.

We seek Allah's shelter from Satan, the condemned.

In the Name of Allah, the Most Compassionate, the Most Merciful.

Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Universe,
the Most Compassionate, the Most Merciful!
Master of the Day for Judgment!
You alone do we worship and You alone do we call on for help.
Guide us along the Straight Path,
The path of those whom You have favored,
Not the path of those who earned Your anger, nor of those who went astray. Amen.

(Recitation of verses from the Holy Quran below)
Glorified is my Lord, the Great.

Allah listens to those who praise Him.

Our Lord, praise be for You only.

Glorified is my Lord, the Exalted.

Our Lord, grant us the good in this world and that of the Hereafter and save us from the torture of Hell.

Peace and Mercy of Allah be on us. Peace and Mercy of Allah be on us.

Thank you and with extended family like this how can faith and unity not make all things good...

and,look how things work out...it is 10:30 am hera and not too long ago Dr. Harper's nurse called to ask if I would be able to not come in today but to come in at 10 am tomorrow...I sid yes on one condition and that is to know if the cancer had spread or not...

I had to hold on for three different times as she passed my messages to the doctor and his back to me...in th end he said the cancer had not spread and tomorrow morning we will be discussions different options of how to handle getting rid of the know cancer area...

will keep yo posted. (smile)

Well, I visited my handsome Black lung surgen today and learnde he and I will not be seeing each other for surgery any time soon (maybe) as he must now go to plan B...his biopsy put and end to his plan A to remove the part of my left lung with cancer...

He drew me a diagram of my lung to show how the cancer had not spread from my lung,but it had spread to more of my lung than first expected and because I have asthma loss of that much of my lung would not work. NOw it is off for me to readology and chemo to srink the cancerback sown to size for him to be able to do plan A.

So looks like "I" am now headed down a longer road unexpected by me or my doctors...but "I" am a NDB and we chant (pray) then go into action with the knowledge we have power over our own lives...My part now is not to blame the creator or anyone else, my part and my duty to me is to take ownership of I have placed myself and my lifes health conditions into the hands of the best experts on this matter there is to be had.

Next Thursday, I will be seeing Dr.Nguyen(WIN) the expert in chemo and radiology to begin my treatment...no chemo pills tis time around like the last time but the real strongest deal going. It will not be pretty and my daughter is going to be sending me herbs and vitims they use for their chemo patients o marijuania for her mom. LOL to help combat the chemo is her already given order as she will not take the care taker role from her mom. (smile)

Who could ask for any thing more or better friends and family and extended family than "I" have righ tnow...lov ya a-l-l...

...shw will NOW take the care taker role...(smile)