CHANGING POISON INTO MEDICINE..."PLEASE LET ME ACCEPT THE THINGS "I" CAN NOT CHANGE"...TOMORROW I WILL HAVE TO
MY CHEMO DOCTOR ORDERED ME OXYGEN BOTH STATIONARY AND PORTABLE AND HAS ORDERED ME TWO NEW INHALERS TO USE JUST BEFORE MY NEXT CHEMO TREATMENT BEGINS AT THE CANCER CENTER NOV. 13. i HAD NO IDEA HE WAS GOING TO DO THIS BUT HE EVIDENTLY KNEW ABOUT THIS TIME, TWO DAYS AFTER MY LAST CHEMO TREATMENT, I WOULD BE NEEDING ALL OF THIS AND I SURE DO. (smile) AND, AM GRATFUL FOR THEM.I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL YESTERDAY AND TODAY TELLING ME OF THESE ORDERS FROM MY DOCTOR.
NEXT WEDNESDAY I GO FOR A CT SCAN TO FIND OUT IF THE CANCER HAS GONE, SPREAD OR IS THE SAME, BUT RIGHT NOW i FULLY UNDERSTAND WHY SOME PEOPLE WILL STOP CHEMO TREATMENTS ALTOGATHER. MY WANTING TO JUST BREATH IN AND OUT WITH SUCH INTENSE LABOR MAKES ME TEMPTED TO STOP THE TREATMENT, BECAUSE I AM BEGINING TO FEEL SORT OF HELPLESS NOT BEING ABLE TO MOVE AROUND!!!
JUST WANTED TO SHARE AND TO LET YOU KNOW NOT TO WORRY IF I AM NOT ON LINE . i SHOULD BE MUCH BETTER IN A FEW DAYS AND NO MORE CHEMO UNTIL WEEK AFTER NEXT....LOV YA A-L-L (JUST NEEDING TO FEEL SORRY FOR MY SELF AS I HAVE WORKED ON THE POLLS FOREVER) (S-M-I-L-E)

you are in my prayers !